Bhuk hame manzoor hai saahib

Bhuk hame manzoor hai saahib
Bas goli khila do dharm ki
Japte rahe ham aaphi ka naam
Hame na parwa karm ki

Arth-niti se hame kya matlab
Aadhe to bas hindurashtra chahte hai
Baaki aadhe wo bhi andhe
Unko bhi bas bibaad bhahte hai

Masnad pe jo baithe ho raja
Sikka ucchalo ham nachenge
dhil do tum nafrat ki rassi ko
Ham chup rahe to zarur bachenge

Gaer mulko ko gaali dedo
Hame do wakt ki roti na sahi
Ham yaha baithe taali maare
Aakhir Deshprem to hai wahi

Chautha stambh  bik gaya hai
Par dushman hamare parosi hai
Galti hami se ho gai hogi
Kisne kaha aap doshi hai

Aaphi to hai param pita
Hamare aap rakhwale hai
Bhuke pet bhajan na hoye
Par ham kaha rukne wale hai

Aankh bandh,kaan bandh
Bas lete rahe ham aaphi ka naam
Chahe kitni bhi sacchai sataye
Aapko bhajte rahe ham subho shaam.

Chand baate dil se nikli hui

Tadpat tadpat dundhe ankhiya,
Ruth gaya mo se mori ratiya

Ek kahani bhule jagh mori,
Ek kahani kho gai Tohri

Har ek kahani sau sau batiya,
Bahe gya hanju,milo nadiya.

Pauncha na woh bas tohri kinare,
Zalim is dil nu,sach hi to maare

Dhime dhime  khwab sanjhodi,
Ban gaye asq ab ankho ki moti

Kagaz pe utre wo moti ka mala,
Kalam ki likhai ne sab bol dala

Bolna jo sach baaki tha ab tak,
Uchal asmaan main bhej dia rab tak

Khush tu rahe bas itni hai chahat
aur kya mangoo jab saamne ho qyamat

কোনও মরুঝড় যদি আসে

হঠাৎই কোনও মরুঝড়  যদি আসে
'মেলানকলি' উপহার দেব তাকে
মরীচিকা ধার চেয়ে নেব যদিও
দু একটা কথা লোপা লুপির ফাঁকে
বলব,বহুকাল আমি বিরহের খোঁজে
অর্থহীন ভাবে এদিক সেদিক ছুটেছি
জানলা দিয়ে মেঘ গুলকে পাওয়ার নেশায়
এক দু ফোঁটা বৃষ্টি আমি দু হাত পেতে লুটেছি
যদিও এখন শুন্য আমার ভাড়ার
তাই ধার বাকি তেই  কাজ চালাতে হয়
লোকে আমায় পাগল বলেই জানে
কিন্তু সব পাগল সত্যি পাগল নয়ে।

wear my heart on my sleeve

I have never had the courage to wear my heart on my sleeve,
the memories are not that bad but the dreams were taken by a thief.
With some dash of fear my childhood was what you call 'mediocre'
If it was the poor version of 'Batman' my life was a goddam joker

The darkness was just a postman, bringing letters from the past
And I would play 'the old librarian', saving the pages from dust.
Who shall keep up her good little act
In order to keep the books hard to find; intact .

Some said I give up too fast, some said I don't,
each one of them had a word of their own.
At the end of the day their opinion is their reality
We all were fooled by that and charged as guilty.

Now that I am old enough and still not free of judgments
My castle was burned and I was left with just fragments
With which I will build a cave strong enough for us to live
Now that I am old I will wear my heart on my sleeve.

On days like these

On days like these
When the world seems quiet
There are many
Stil praying for light
There are children
Who don't know the road back to home
Millions of cry unheard
Like invisible villains they roam

On days like these
When you got to count your blessing
Someone had to build a figurative wall
Just to stop the feelings from coming in
Someone our there didn't get their due
Cause people who value others
are left only few

On days like these
When everything is going right
Remember there are people
Still trying to win a fight
So stop complaining
And cherish what you got
gather the most you can
And if you can, take the best shot.
    
                                         

Go celebrate your independence

I will light up the street
When night will come to wrap you on its arms
The moon said.
Wow you are an incredible liar
The sun mocked her

Imagine if you were the moon
all happy on the thought of being helpful
But someone calls you worthless

Just believe in one thing
Not every one can be Steve Jobs
What is the definition of mediocre any way?
A big rat is bigger than the other rats
But will still be smaller than a small elephant
So don't get in the road of comparison
Be the best version of yourself

Go chase that dream
Go celebrate your independence
Do something so that people can say
'This is making me fall for you'

Welcome to the Paradise

Welcome to the Paradise, the sign said
Here words are bulid of captious manipulation,
Life depends not on how you lead it
But some weird heap of expectation.

Here people paint the rights as wrongs
and most of them are a huge part of us,
I bet you gotta love the hysteria around
offended people and their adrenaline rush.

They take care of the dark ones with great will
and butcher all the men of virtues  instead
This world is full of yay sayers and their slaves,
The rest of the  people are figuratively dead.

Can we all escape to the hell
Well at least that's what it they call
Where we can wave the flag of peace
Where there is light and love for all.

Where you can go out on a dress of your choice,
and your brother can love the guy of his par
Your man can have a job,still be the home dad
and no one judges you for ur drag queen avatar.

Where money is made of sweat and not blood
Life is just a road to enjoy and not a scar
Where you and me can be us without conditions
virus of judgment have not reached us so far

Before time just washes off like a castle made of sand

At times all you want is somebody to just hug you tight
And say 'don't you worry girl everything will be alright'
Or i can compromise it with a puff of a freshly rolled  joint
Before i start screaming at the world again to prove my point
It's not easy to try to fool yourself like a professional con
It is like opening your own baggage with a safety gloves on
As if you are too scared to keep a trace of you peeking
right Trough your soul, in hope of the answers you have been seeking
You put up a show in front of your people every damn day
Pretend to laugh at every other weird joke they say
Deep inside you try too hard to hide your little frown
It's been a while since the last time you got a chance to turn it upside down
I am a little tired now, with all these hiding and playing along
All i want is a moment of happiness and me to be strong
I guess now is the time when i take the rein in my hand
Before time just washes off like a castle made of sand.
Before time just washes off like a castle made of sand.

Somethings worth telling

Every night i sit in front of the window,
I keep my soul with me, wait for my heart to join
I am still to decide whether they are friends or foe,
guess I should try my luck and toss a little coin.

They say walk the path that are less traveled,
Full of adventure, mystery and a hell lot of fun,
Well i travel the same path every damn time
Somewhere there lost myself, but I'm  still not done

I wish my diary could talk to me for a while,
'I don't feel good' is all i want to say, if anyone lends an ear
But we all are people with feelings locked up in a pile
 'What will they say if we share', Is the only thing we fear

Rant of an young adult, to all it might seem,
Believe me go out and ask  everyone there
They also feel the same every damn day
But never show that they really do care.

Goodbye kiss

I know how it feels in the morning fall,
I was a part of it once,
Let me give you piece of it,
Cause i have had it all.

Have you ever tried to hold back to things?
Things,that are not ment for you,
Believe me when i say i feel you mate
Cause i know how much it stings

i know i can afford to cry,
the ink inside me haven't dried yet.
But i choose to put it on paper
Cause i know it's worth to give it a try

Now when you read this,
Be happy that you have the luxury to be sad
Cause you know some out there don't
And bid the over thinking a goodbye kiss.

Goodbye kiss

I know how it feels in the morning fall,
I was a part of it once,
Let me give you piece of it,
Cause i have had it all.

Have you ever tried to hold back to things?
Things,that are not ment for you,
Believe me when i say i feel you mate
Cause i know how much it stings

i know i can afford to cry,
the ink inside me haven't dried yet.
But i choose to put it on paper
Cause i know it's worth to give it a try

Now when you read this,
Be happy that you have the luxury to be sad
Cause you know some out there don't
And bid the over thinking a goodbye kiss.

Celebrate the inner bitch

It's been a while since the last time
I asked myself "how am i really doing?"
Is it because i don't love myself anymore ?
Or me,my actions have stopped wooing?
The narcissist in me at times questions
Whether i am toxic just for fun?
Or i like being the victim most of the time
and write shaddy stories but act like a nun.
Do any of you know how good it feels,
to pretend to be all sad through words?
Where in reality all you are is a 'Shit', you
listen to hoes singing and play the bitch card.
To be honest I kinda like the fact that it's
Dicks and pussies now that rule,
The bitch in my head dances on that note
But the panda in me thinks i am a fool.
I guess that's the reason why
I don't ask myself questions anymore,
I don't really care but the world hates me
And i am too busy settling that score.

To the one who's in the story

I regret not telling people
What i exactly felt in my stomach dance
The very moment they touched
My soul for the first time
'Poetry' is the language i used to speak then
Yet chose not to write my whole heart out
Was i stuck with the traffic of thoughts?
Or didn't know with what time would rhyme?
Now i want people to people to get it
Without me spilling the beans all over
I want them to sit me down to tell me
The stories of them making the same mistake
So that i stop smelling my words
When it comes out me, again and again.
Cause every time i sniff and reach my sense,
It smells of old rotten regret.

The demons inside us

What makes us humans?
What takes us out of the bed everyday?
Makes us fall in love?
Takes us to places where no one has ever been

I use to ask myself these questions everyday,
I had questions about humans,
I had questions about how they function
Humanity? that nvr found myself questioning?

It's been only few days, since i started questioning
I was hit by the second ever storm
I never thought i will find myself this weak
But then reality also had its plans for me

To this world, i ask, when you put blames on us,
When you question our characters,
When you question our motives,
Have you ever tried standing in front of a mirror?

Stand, stand please go and stand there for once,
If possible throw stone at it,
Let all the demons come out at once,
At least i will try and fight the vicious terror

But if you all start coming at us individually ,
If you all decide to be the asshole in different days,
I know i am not that strong to fight them all,
Cause i would never know what's behind that face.

I hate the way it ended

i  hate  the  way  it  ended  , 
but  never questioned  my  love  for  you ,
though  it  was supposed to  last  longer ,
I guess i paid what  was  due

the  parts  we  played , for a while
it deceived  me  to  believe  in  fairytale 
my inner demons were waiting all this time,
came  out  as  soon as they  saw  us  fail

painting  a  dream  full  of  happiness 
seemed like  an  easy  job  at first 
i  looked  around  for a  rebound 
without knowing my choice has been cursed.

Now when i look back at the hell
I was enjoying, fooled by temptation
Wish i could give you one last kiss
As a return gift for the gained salvation.

The unnoticed ones

I have been thinking a lot about shadows lately,
what made me fall in love with them?
You may ask, and i will smile and smile,
and show you a leaf attach to a fallen stem

You will look at me, as if i have gone mad
Nothing about me seems right, and here
You give another chance to feed my soul
With subtlety, and some how it's very clear.

Going back to the leaf i showed you,
Have you even noticed how it never leaves
Stays with the stem until the last breath,
even when the tree disown them, it relives.
 
The millions of beautiful shapes,cul-de-sac
of shadows roaming in the street at night
That is why i think it is the most wonderful
thing on earth,at least they are worth the fight.

Don't come back

Don't come back,
Don't come back to wrip off the bandage
When i stop bleeding.
I have put myslef in a cage,
Away from all the lies you have been   feeding.

Stop the show,
Stop the show cause i have nothing to say,
Here we are done.
For the same mistakes i can't keep on to pay
it's not at all fun.

Leave right now,
Leave right now for all i care
I will set you free
I will stand alone cause i do dare
to pick my soul out from my debris .

To the humans, From Nature

Dear Humans,

The world is in danger,
Soon it can come to an end.
It is like a broken car,
Very hard to mend.

Water Bodies filled with plastic,
Lungs filled with tar,
If you don't take a step quite drastic,
You will be taking it too far.

Few bears left in the arctic,
Few birds left in the sky,
I hope you hear the bomb tic,
Otherwise you all going to die.

The greens will be all out if sight,
The ponds will all dry,
Later it won't be worth a fight,
If right now you don't even try.