Story of us

I am a girl, I am a boy
I am he, she, they and us
And every time I walk down the street                                                  
or board the crowded bus
the voices in my head eats me
I hear them calling me name
I feel their eyes stripping me down
as if it's their daily game

I fight every sleepless night
that forceful kiss is what keeps me awake
I could'nt do anything much about that
cause my sexuality was on stake
I know those hands from a jam pack metro
I could feel them brush through my butt
I thought of screaming hard right their
but fear kept my mouth shut

from my childhood to adulthood
the memories haunt me every day
and now I know the voices in my head are real
cause half of my people face it
and the other half? in their closet they stay

Sudipa Adak

Misunderstood

Thought,
Words and more;
Love,
Life and many to adore;

HE,
World and happiness unbound;
SHE,
Mystic and eyes full of sound;

Story,
Untold and a bit of disarray;
Verses,
Unsung and folded in an invisible tray;

Conversations,
Unheard and dilemmas of adulthood;
Decisions,
Taken and fate was misunderstood.
       
                                         -Sudipa Adak

Life is full of struggle

We blame our government  for potholes and rough roads but we don't stop digging and messing with them.
Same goes with life nah? All those obstacles all those potholes in the road of life and we blame god for it blame our fate and never stop messing up with them. Sad yet true.

We are the one who are responsible for every single thing happening in our life . We are happy?doing good?having fun?We must have done something real good and we are being awarded with those gifts same way when life goes wrong we might have gone wrong in some way or the other

So buddies next time when you feel like blaming god,do yourself a favor just sit down take deep breath and look back to your life for once .

And if looking back doesn't work then one drink or two will surely work.. So buy yourself a drink eat something delicious and take a nap.. Like all the government roads one day or the other your life will get repaired😉

and the world says grow up..

https://youtu.be/KVxdA4Z2d54

To my future daughter

I know,
You're  yet not here
This world is yet not ready
To accept you,
As this world haven't yet learnt
To give the respect ,Where it is due.


I know,
They will not let you fit in
The journey will not be easy
Roads will hit you hard,
Hard enough to make you crazy;;

I know,
There will be days,when
You will question your own worth;
Don't reach them for answers,
They'll make you move heaven and earth;;

There will not be a single day
Without you being abased by them
Your height,your weight,your skin color;for all
they will make, you feel ashamed;;

Remember;
Though few  will push you back,
Few will surely hold your hand;
Don't forget to show them your worth,
By taking your own stand;;

Show them;
 Who your are,
Bring out the fierce queen;
It's not always the knight in armour,
Sometimes you fight on your own and win.
                                   
                                             - Sudipa Adak

well this time it's 'Love'

Falling in love

When words failed ,

hammer dropped,

Living became it's own excuse!

Healing the pain was a tough job,

But the silence came to use;;

You held you cards closer,

Your charm was high in scale;

What i saw is  mystery ,

Your eyes chanted it's own  spell ;;

Swiping away the sadness,

You burned the gloomy memory ,,

Taking me back to the good old days,

Where smile i had was of real glory,,

Now when we look back to us,

Recall the moments and we laugh,,

Right now it's hard to say 'good bye',

Once saying 'love you',was real tough .

                 

                                               Sudipa Adak

The bitter truth

We live in a society where feminism is subject to continual/continues efforts and act of equity in real in sporadic ,where oppression and feminism both are restricted to gender and people are happy to play this gender card more often ( depends on their needs) . Everyone here will retrospect but nobody will introspect !!
People get agitated by everything but no one cares about offering an alleviant. To the ostensible educated and blue blooded society "I have five finger in my each hand and the third one of both salutes YOU "

TIME

Standing there alone
I thought !
Where did they go?
They left me,
Was it mine or their fate?
Why didn't , I leave?
I am  on the same place

Sulk by the memories
As the shadows change position
Leaving ?was it just an option ?
Or just a vague decision ?

Who are to decide ,
To stay or not,
It's up to whom?
Why can't I,go somewhere else 
And bloom?


All my questions kept haunting
As i got my day on sun
They left there answers unfold
For me? No it's all for fun..

Then i got my words heard
Solving my scattered puzzle
The rendering breeze
Whispered in my ears,

It's time my dear it's time..
                     Sudipa Adak