One last gift

i  hate  the  way  it  ended
but  never questioned  my  love  for  you
though  it  was supposed to  last  longer
I guess i paid what  was  due

the  parts  we  played , for a while
it deceived  me  to  believe  in  fairytale 
my inner demons were waiting all this time,
came  out  as  soon as they  saw  us  fail

painting  a  dream  full  of  happiness 
seemed like  an  easy  job  at first 
i  looked  around  for a  rebound 
without knowing my choice has been cursed.

Now when i look back at the hell
I was enjoying, fooled by temptation
Wish i could give you one last kiss
As a return gift for the gained salvation

TIME

Standing there alone
I thought !
Where did they go?
They left me,
Was it mine or their fate?
Why didn't , I leave?
I am  on the same place

Sulk by the memories
As the shadows change position
Leaving ?was it just an option ?
Or just a vague decision ?

Who are to decide ,
To stay or not,
It's up to whom?
Why can't I,go somewhere else 
And bloom?


All my questions kept haunting
As i got my day on sun
They left there answers unfold
For me? No it's all for fun..

Then i got my words heard
Solving my scattered puzzle
The rendering breeze
Whispered in my ears,

It's time my dear it's time..
                     Sudipa Adak

The bridge of light.!!

He was the street of fire,
I was the bridge of light;
Once we met each other
All i had, is to offer a sit beside .

Slowly the time happened ;
With it happened the fate,,
We both remained our selves;
For a change,it was too late.

now i am a part of a story
He is the verse of someone's poem
We are playing each other's part
It is called the life game.

I brought myself to the deepest sea
To reach where,the moon's shadow fight
I don't know about the street of fire,
I am still the bridge of light..
                   

   -Sudipa Adak

the end of season

 Last day of school 

Walking out of the school door;

The duo hugged each other,

More than half a score ;

They had fun together ,

Now they have different paths

Different roles to play,,

They bid each other goodbye ;

Which they promised never to say

There are promises to keep

Before the time move it's wheels ahead

Millions of work to be done

And the stage is all set

The more they move apart,the more their heart beat

Leaving  back the memories,bitter sweet...

Between the darkness and light...!!!

The terror of darkness and the bliss of light and united they stand

Once in the middle of  your sleep

You saw darkness can eat the sweetest dream

You heard tears whistling too

And sing a song so deep

Where the time stops

The life begins there 

The darkness holds your hand

And takes you to the world of fear

Once in the middle of your sleep

In the darkest hour You saw stars hugged you tight

On your forehead , kissed the light

And the mighty heart took a leap