The bitter truth

We live in a society where feminism is subject to continual/continues efforts and act of equity in real in sporadic ,where oppression and feminism both are restricted to gender and people are happy to play this gender card more often ( depends on their needs) . Everyone here will retrospect but nobody will introspect !!
People get agitated by everything but no one cares about offering an alleviant. To the ostensible educated and blue blooded society "I have five finger in my each hand and the third one of both salutes YOU "

TIME

Standing there alone
I thought !
Where did they go?
They left me,
Was it mine or their fate?
Why didn't , I leave?
I am  on the same place

Sulk by the memories
As the shadows change position
Leaving ?was it just an option ?
Or just a vague decision ?

Who are to decide ,
To stay or not,
It's up to whom?
Why can't I,go somewhere else 
And bloom?


All my questions kept haunting
As i got my day on sun
They left there answers unfold
For me? No it's all for fun..

Then i got my words heard
Solving my scattered puzzle
The rendering breeze
Whispered in my ears,

It's time my dear it's time..
                     Sudipa Adak

your voice

                   The Voice

                   Every one has got a voice

To give it words

Is one's own choice

Every bird have got wings

To fly or not,

Is it's own Will 

Bring the voice up

Set the wings free

Let the curtain fall

It's time for them to see

Those judgment that hurt

Those betrayals that followed

It's time for you to rise

Spit out the pain you swallowed 

May your silence shout 

Making their evil thoughts unheard 

Burn the fear into ashes 

And let courage play its part..

                                    : Sudipa Adak

  

The bridge of light.!!

He was the street of fire,
I was the bridge of light;
Once we met each other
All i had, is to offer a sit beside .

Slowly the time happened ;
With it happened the fate,,
We both remained our selves;
For a change,it was too late.

now i am a part of a story
He is the verse of someone's poem
We are playing each other's part
It is called the life game.

I brought myself to the deepest sea
To reach where,the moon's shadow fight
I don't know about the street of fire,
I am still the bridge of light..
                   

   -Sudipa Adak

The fighter with pen

Not a slave of gun,
He was a fighter with pen,,
Diary was his war field
Unfinished storie was the villain

Every raid of the scribbled words,
Use to make him writhe  in discomfort ,,
The empty pages,scattered ink,
 the soldier left behind every thing

He came back this winter
Badges in his chest;face sparkling in glory
Following him came an unfold diary
The wrapped tri-color will narrate the rest of the story

Anti depression pills are not needed try these things out

Inferiority complex
 Something that we don't accept and be a prey of dual personality disorder

Dispersion , aggression , anxiety all are real . These are thing which makes us crancky, creepy, lazy and unsociable
And it's pretty much obvious cause yhere are days when someone's like look at that rainbow and you be like fuck it .. Happens my friends .. I feel you!

But everyone is busy talking about the problems, what's the solution,,well i am not telling i will solve it up but i can just suggest few things which i do when i go through this "fuck it all" stage

1| eat something .. An empty stomach cause massive problem .. And eat some junky stuff, a happy meal can make you feel happy  ..try not to cook for yourself cause in those days nothing happens right so you will end up with some burned pasta or undercooked food .. Buy some street food and eat .. If nothing just hav esome black chocolate..

2| make your own silent disco, make your happy play list ..(keep the songs you like and8 apt for dancing ) put your ear phones on and shake your booty..yaaaaaaaa... Dance the bad mood out..

3|call up the closest person of your life...don't call your parents cause they are the biggest criticisers so w..so if will say mom i m not feeling well she will be like throw that phone or leave that friend or please break up with that guy..you will feel well(sorry mommies) so you can call your siblings or your best of friends .. Try it..!!

4| Kick your on butt ..this is the most useful thing you can do.. Write a happy letter to yourself saying good things about you and the good things you want in your life.. And swear the hell out of you own self cause sometimes you need to slap your own self and say stop throwing tantrums and be normal.. :-) self motivation goals you know..

5| stop listening to people rather jobless people like me a go  and find our what's wrong with you and fight through it..

And you sill be the happiest person in this whole dumb world.. Take my words..

Till then enjoy your company and lie life king size..

the real success

Life gives you so much in one platter.. May it be agony may it be Ecstasy.. You admire some one's life someone admire yours.. At the end of the day we are what we want ourselves to be.. We laugh and be laughed at.. We cry n we make ppl cry.. We humans are so gifted that we can crack the thinnest feelings of anyone's heart by anything.. May it be our actions may it be our words ... At the end of the day we are all performers by choice.. Some excels in cooking someone in singing.. Whatever we do ; we do it to make us happy....people who be happy with us we do it to make those people happy.. Life is such a rolar costar ride sometimes you r at the top sometimes you r down.. The one who succeeds are the the one who learn how to reach the height and then come down to its root and guide others to reach that high..
Wrote all these cause I fall in love.. Fall in love with things I do with feelings of mine and with the whole world..