To the one who's in the story

I regret not telling people
What i exactly felt in my stomach dance
The very moment they touched
My soul for the first time
'Poetry' is the language i used to speak then
Yet chose not to write my whole heart out
Was i stuck with the traffic of thoughts?
Or didn't know with what time would rhyme?
Now i want people to people to get it
Without me spilling the beans all over
I want them to sit me down to tell me
The stories of them making the same mistake
So that i stop smelling my words
When it comes out me, again and again.
Cause every time i sniff and reach my sense,
It smells of old rotten regret.

The demons inside us

What makes us humans?
What takes us out of the bed everyday?
Makes us fall in love?
Takes us to places where no one has ever been

I use to ask myself these questions everyday,
I had questions about humans,
I had questions about how they function
Humanity? that nvr found myself questioning?

It's been only few days, since i started questioning
I was hit by the second ever storm
I never thought i will find myself this weak
But then reality also had its plans for me

To this world, i ask, when you put blames on us,
When you question our characters,
When you question our motives,
Have you ever tried standing in front of a mirror?

Stand, stand please go and stand there for once,
If possible throw stone at it,
Let all the demons come out at once,
At least i will try and fight the vicious terror

But if you all start coming at us individually ,
If you all decide to be the asshole in different days,
I know i am not that strong to fight them all,
Cause i would never know what's behind that face.

I hate the way it ended

i  hate  the  way  it  ended  , 
but  never questioned  my  love  for  you ,
though  it  was supposed to  last  longer ,
I guess i paid what  was  due

the  parts  we  played , for a while
it deceived  me  to  believe  in  fairytale 
my inner demons were waiting all this time,
came  out  as  soon as they  saw  us  fail

painting  a  dream  full  of  happiness 
seemed like  an  easy  job  at first 
i  looked  around  for a  rebound 
without knowing my choice has been cursed.

Now when i look back at the hell
I was enjoying, fooled by temptation
Wish i could give you one last kiss
As a return gift for the gained salvation.

The unnoticed ones

I have been thinking a lot about shadows lately,
what made me fall in love with them?
You may ask, and i will smile and smile,
and show you a leaf attach to a fallen stem

You will look at me, as if i have gone mad
Nothing about me seems right, and here
You give another chance to feed my soul
With subtlety, and some how it's very clear.

Going back to the leaf i showed you,
Have you even noticed how it never leaves
Stays with the stem until the last breath,
even when the tree disown them, it relives.
 
The millions of beautiful shapes,cul-de-sac
of shadows roaming in the street at night
That is why i think it is the most wonderful
thing on earth,at least they are worth the fight.

Don't come back

Don't come back,
Don't come back to wrip off the bandage
When i stop bleeding.
I have put myslef in a cage,
Away from all the lies you have been   feeding.

Stop the show,
Stop the show cause i have nothing to say,
Here we are done.
For the same mistakes i can't keep on to pay
it's not at all fun.

Leave right now,
Leave right now for all i care
I will set you free
I will stand alone cause i do dare
to pick my soul out from my debris .

To the humans, From Nature

Dear Humans,

The world is in danger,
Soon it can come to an end.
It is like a broken car,
Very hard to mend.

Water Bodies filled with plastic,
Lungs filled with tar,
If you don't take a step quite drastic,
You will be taking it too far.

Few bears left in the arctic,
Few birds left in the sky,
I hope you hear the bomb tic,
Otherwise you all going to die.

The greens will be all out if sight,
The ponds will all dry,
Later it won't be worth a fight,
If right now you don't even try.

Kaun hai tu? Deshdrohi?

Ji main deshdrohi hu,
Jisse maarne ko tum taiyaar
main wahi hu.
Main sawalo se hu bhari,
Jo dar se bhi naa dari,
Main wahi hu.

main krodh hu un maao ka,
Un betio aanho ka,
Main awaaz hu.
Main Us baap ki hu bebasi,
Jo is mitti main hi hai basi,
Wo raaz hu

darao na,chup karao na,
ha hame tum ghabrao na
Main ahinsa ki hu taapsi,
Yeh saare masle hai aapsi
Aisi jhuti baat bolke
tum paath hame padhao na.

Haan main deshdrohi hu
Jisse maarne ko tum taiyaar,
Gantantra ka hun main bhi yaar,
Main wahi hu.

Main bhuk se laachar hu,
Par zinda kalakar hu,
Salakho ke piche se
Main yudh ki pukar hu.

Hu kasmir main bangaal bhi,
Main senkro kangaal bhi,
Tum bas sun lo.
Rajneeti se rutha hu,
Par kasam main na jhuta hu,
Yeh jaan lo.

To main deshdrohi hu
Jo har paanch saal main vote daale
Mai  wahi hu
Main desh drohi hu.